So I am kinda talking to this guy KF. We have been hanging out since about August. He can be okay sometimes and other times he can be a jerk. ::sigh:: After all, he is only a man. Well, the other day me and his cousin were talking about relationships and stuff and he kept talking about how girls never want "good guys" until after a string of "bad guys" has dogged them out.
But is it true??
The thing that brought me to this question is my current situation. I am talking to KF. If I can use any words to describe KF, they would be things like hard, gangsta, and other words of that nature. He is turning 23 on Sunday, has one child, still working on his degree (he'll be done next year) and right now he doesn't have a job.
On the other hand, last week I met this other guy: Finey McFinepants. Let's call him Mr. FFP for short. lol. He is 26, no kids that I know of, has his degree, has his MBA, is in his first year of law school, and has a job. Did I mention he also works on contracts for major recording labels already? Yea. He seems cool. Tall as heck, like 6'3 prolly and fine too.
So what's the problem??
I don't know. But the more I talk to Mr. FFP, the more I dread him asking me out or something like that. I haven't turned him down, but I kinda wish that he wouldn't ask. I will admit that I like KF--I was avoiding that revelation before. But I don't know what is driving me soooo close to KF and sooooo far from Mr. FFP. We can all agree that Mr. FFP is clearly the better choice on paper--even I realize that, but I like? where me and KF are right now. Kinda. Only kinda because I know pretty soon I will start wanting an "official relationship" and I don't think he will being going for that. I know we both caught feelings, but I am sure I caught more of them.
But back to the question at hand. If we categorize KF as a bad guy and Mr. FFP as a good guy; what is pulling me to KF? Am I just attracted to bad guys?? Why aren't I trying to jump on Mr. FFP???
