There have been a lot of things going on lately, I should write more often. I have not been in the sharey mood I guess.
I had the phone interview with National City. I guess it went well since I later got called for a face-to-face interview. I was late to the interview. Like 5 minutes late. I felt like an idiot. Then I felt even stupider because when I am nervous, I can think quick on my feet. So when the branch manager was asking me question I must have sounded like a dummy. I have tons of customer service and cash-handling experience, but she KEPT stressing the fact that I don't have any banking experience. I will be mad if I don't get it because I will feel like they wasted my time. ::sigh:: I wore my wig to the interview even though it is a blondy-orangey-redy color. It was crazy--I was scared to wear my natural hair to the interview. I thought the wig would be perceived better than wearing an afro. That sickened me. Like seriously. But it is reality in today's world.
Bobby un-friended me on facebook. I am pretending not to know. I called him the other day to see if he had taken care of getting our phone plans separated. And of course, he hasn't. Then he told me this sob story about having x number of law school apps due on Sunday that he needs to pay for and he needs more time to get the money to separate our phone plans. I wanted to be mean. I wanted to yell and scream and cuss at him and then tell him "hell no, take care of it today". But I couldn't. I just said ok and then hung up. **Note to self, never add someone to my phone plan again.**
Me + KF = okay? So I guess now we are at least semi-dating. I am just going with the flow of things I suppose. On the up side--he is very supportive and encouraging. He always has the right words to say when I am in some kind of funky mood. He makes me happy. I never would have imagined being able to say that about someone with a child, and no job. Oh yea, he has a record too (kinda explains the no job). But somehow, none of that seems to matter. I mean it matters, but for whatever reason it does not make me like him less. I light up every time I hear his ring tone or see a text from him--it's weird. Today he was telling me that he got me a bear for Valentine's Day (I don't have it yet =( he was supposed to be bringing it tomorrow, but now he is sick). For me the fact that he got me anything makes me happy enough, but he was stressing and talking about how he really wanted to get me a Build-A-Bear. What I did not tell him is that a Build-A-Bear is the gift that is at the top of my wish list for every holiday. lol. Maybe he can get me one for Christmas or something. But I did make sure to stress to him that I am more than happy with anything that he can afford. I don't need gifts and stuff from him. I am not looking for him to take care of me. I am really just looking for him to be there when I need him and I think this is the first time in my life where I have felt like I actually had that from someone. As for talking to him about feelings and stuff--I am holding off on that, I don't want to scare him. He seems to be a commitment-phobe so I will let him control the pace of things.
